She Doesn't Care

It's caring enough to know that the sacrifice is worth it,

That no one can replace or erase your experiences; whether you want it to be different or not. 

It's caring enough to know that it could all end. 

It's a simple thing; and it's beautiful. Life does not allow us to return or fast forward. It simply gives us consequences. It continues without thought of us. Life doesn't care what we are doing... It doesn't even know who we are.

If I were to make life a person;  I would want her to know that I am fiercely frustrated. I am sick of feeling like I am replaceable and not worth the time. 

I would want her to know that I need more time. That I need more time to realize that this divorce is real.  

I would want life to know that it is taking the life out of me.

But would she care?